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My work traces the doubling that is
experienced by one who is not from here.
Since I have come to the U.S. from Poland,
I have been interested in the ideas of
family, of roots, of home, and of loss.
These ideas seem on the one hand to speak
of absence, of something that is missing.
On the other hand, life continues, roots
grow in new soil, new homes are built.
This is the experience of the foreigner,
the stranger: to experience all things
as present and yet as traces of something
that cannot be made present. I do not
want to uncover the sadness of loss.
I am more interested in showing how such
loss makes up who we are.
Maybe all photography
is self-portrait. In this sense, my
photography is always a kind of self-exploration.
My digital collages construct images
of myself, my family, and my roots
that I have not found looking through
the camera. But if I can find myself
in others, then others can certainly
find themselves in my images
My hope is not to give rise to nostalgia. This is why
it is important for me not to photograph
exclusively in Poland or in the U.S.
My hope is to give rise to the inability
to return to the past, to return home,
even though the past makes us who we
are and home makes us what we are.
This is the strange doubling that makes
it impossible to answer the question "Where
are you from?"
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